July 10th, 2001

eLouai

Reflections

I have trouble asking for help. I've known this from organizing conferences. Especially from people I don't feel like I know very well. Especially in times of stress.

I withdraw from social situations. I did a lot of hiding during the whole wedding planning, more and more so as the Wedding Day drew near. One thought that was constantly in my mind in the last week was: "I hate people".

I fear failure too much.

I nitpick at myself a lot.

I'm a lot pickier than most people about tiny details.

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